Dear sony playstation.

I guess I'm not destined to have a playstation in my life, I nearly buy sony PSP about a month ago, but I bailed. I remember when I was in junior high, I ran away from home just because my parents broke their promise to buy me sony playstation. I stayed at my friend's house for about 3 months? That was the first time I make my own money, I did almost everything to survive, the good and the bad. So I get used to it until now. Alright let's get back to the topic. I might seems anti-game or whatever you call it. But do you know that I always finish every games that I play? You don't know me don't you? Its just that I never destined to have the console, its either I rent or play at your house.

Latest PSP has been released, I was shivering when I look at the shapes, its beautiful, again it just my drool over stuff. Comes to think about it, I would rather spend the amount to buy my needs. It sucks indeed but what not. A friend once told me to work and reach my wants. My friend, don't say a thing without putting yourself on my shoes. Each time I have money to buy what I wanted, I have to kill my wants and use the money to pay/buy what I need instead. Life's not as easy as yours my friend. Put yourself in my shoes. Then you will know how to think before say a simple thing that might hurt the feeling.

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Where was I three years ago? Where will I be in the next three years?

The answer is, I was here alive, loved, cared, happy, healthy and young three years ago. Three years after three years ago, I am here writting this thing on my blog. Where will I be in the next three years from now? It's a mystery, only God knows. 2012 what is going to be? Why would I care so much? Cause things happened three years ago, still tickling my heart. It hurts sometimes, all the ups and downs that we had... It's just not that easy to forget... Three years from now, I hope wouldn't be the end of the world, three years from now, I hope I'm going to be a better man with a better life, so what happened last three months, won't happen again. To have a decent job, so what happened three months ago will not be repeated. It's ok to have a hope isn't it? At least three hopes for the next three years?