Jumat, 04 Desember 2009


"niggaz need to wake up
Smell the Indonesia; beat you to a seizure
Then fuck your moms, hit the skins til amnesia" - R.I.P NOTORIOUS B.I.G

From "dead wrong"

Kamis, 03 Desember 2009

sketch book journal : GORDO

Hi, my name is GORDO

I skate,

& pretty random.

About me:
I love blood, drink, pee and even sneeze blood. It's a shame indeed, that is why I'm wearing my mask. I love skull more than anything. I'm an antisocial, you won't see me anywhere in the world. I live in nowhere land. I love windy nights. I hate sunrise but I'm not a vampire. I love werewolves instead. You won't understand me. I like onion, all kind of onion. And I hate you all people except my creator.

My creator has a poem, a beautiful one, here you go;

If I have a chance to be an;


I would like to draw the;


Creature on earth and make a big;


as something to make money.

His conclusion;

sketch book journal



Hate me, I'm not an artist, just a boy who love to draw. I might fail, but I don't care. I might not know what's up, yet I don't care.

Jumat, 27 November 2009

Nuovo pick up

Neighborhood x Disney, a sketch book, Supreme book vol.5, a bathing ape winter 09 look book, some markers.

Thanks to my bro, Sean Steven who can make this happen.


Rabu, 25 November 2009

Dear sony playstation.

I guess I'm not destined to have a playstation in my life, I nearly buy sony PSP about a month ago, but I bailed. I remember when I was in junior high, I ran away from home just because my parents broke their promise to buy me sony playstation. I stayed at my friend's house for about 3 months? That was the first time I make my own money, I did almost everything to survive, the good and the bad. So I get used to it until now. Alright let's get back to the topic. I might seems anti-game or whatever you call it. But do you know that I always finish every games that I play? You don't know me don't you? Its just that I never destined to have the console, its either I rent or play at your house.

Latest PSP has been released, I was shivering when I look at the shapes, its beautiful, again it just my drool over stuff. Comes to think about it, I would rather spend the amount to buy my needs. It sucks indeed but what not. A friend once told me to work and reach my wants. My friend, don't say a thing without putting yourself on my shoes. Each time I have money to buy what I wanted, I have to kill my wants and use the money to pay/buy what I need instead. Life's not as easy as yours my friend. Put yourself in my shoes. Then you will know how to think before say a simple thing that might hurt the feeling.


Selasa, 24 November 2009

the uglier the better by Whendy



Hahahaha... I knew it, its ugly right?! Well I don't give a damn, its 5.03 AM over here and I really have nothing to do as usual. I got a shitty white tees, and two pieces of "krink" marker so I draw that shit. It reflects my anger, hatred, anxiety, and stupidity. Produce nothing but an ugly customed tees. I'll give you props if you dare enough just to wear this shit seriously.... Hahahaha whatever kids.

Thank you thank you.

Selasa, 17 November 2009

Denim exhibition


Its an honor to be the part of the event (wall of fades) thanks.

Senin, 16 November 2009

Video of the week: My sassy girl scene Elisha Cuthbert slap.

She's so gorgeous (Elisha Cuthbert) she played her character in this movie (my sassy girl) very well...

When I was at the dvd store, I was looking for something interesting to watch - which is obvious, so I hand picked some movies from cartoons to actions, comedies, and of course dramma. 'My sassy girl' was the one I picked randomly (without knowing the plot/the trailer and all) nothing but because Elisha Cuthbert was on the cover. Sadly, I haven't watched the original Korean version of this movie. The story line is so dramatic, sweet, and ironic. I don't know about you guys, but for me I found Elisha Cuthbert's role in this movie was great, beyond awesome! I adore her role so much, she dragged me into the movie and that was... Like... I don't know what to say. She's just great actress. I was shivering while I'm watching it. The drunks, the Roark, the scream, the letters,... Aaah.. I love the movie, it reminds me about this Spanish movie titled "love me if you dare"... A must watch, I'd give em 4 out of 5 stars.

Minggu, 15 November 2009


Where was I three years ago? Where will I be in the next three years?

The answer is, I was here alive, loved, cared, happy, healthy and young three years ago. Three years after three years ago, I am here writting this thing on my blog. Where will I be in the next three years from now? It's a mystery, only God knows. 2012 what is going to be? Why would I care so much? Cause things happened three years ago, still tickling my heart. It hurts sometimes, all the ups and downs that we had... It's just not that easy to forget... Three years from now, I hope wouldn't be the end of the world, three years from now, I hope I'm going to be a better man with a better life, so what happened last three months, won't happen again. To have a decent job, so what happened three months ago will not be repeated. It's ok to have a hope isn't it? At least three hopes for the next three years?

Jumat, 13 November 2009

Somet 003 first wear

First wear actual date! Friday the 13th!!!

Fit pictures somet 003



Fit pictures somet 003 tagged size 34 after initial hot soak.

Jeans shrunk 2" on the waist, and O,5" on the rest area. I might not hem it and let it stacks like crazy.

PS: Sorry for the lack of picture quality, I did most of my stuffs from my blackberry, and you know ;).

Blackberry theme

As I promised, I'll update my blog each time I change my blackberry theme. Blackberry has a big impact in my cyber life, I did almost everything from myspace, facebook-ing, browsing, twitter, and even blogging from my blackberry 9000 A.K.A BOLD.

Why hi fi and the roadburners? Again, it was back in the day in my junior high, I started to listen victory style compilation who has their song "fear city". I was curious, what kind of music do they carry? It sounds different than any other victory bands such as snapcase, refused, integrity, strife who mostly carried hardcore/punk or something like that. Later on, I watched their video "get up and go" and stoked to their style. Rockabilly! Pretty awesome lads with rock and roll music period.

Kamis, 12 November 2009

Happy Friday the 13th fellas!!!


Friday the 13th occurs when the thirteenth day of a month falls on Friday, which superstition holds to be a day of good or bad luck. In the Gregorian calendar, this day occurs at least once, but at most three times a year. Any month's 13th day will fall on a Friday if the month starts on a Sunday. In 2009 this applies to the months of February, March, and November. The next instance of this appears on the calendar for the year 2015.

The fear of Friday the 13th is called paraskevidekatriaphobia,[2][3] a word derived from the concatenation of the Greek words Paraskeví (Παρασκευή) (meaning Friday), and dekatreís (δεκατρείς) (meaning thirteen), attached to phobía (φοβία) (meaning fear). The term triskaidekaphobia derives from the Greek words "tris", meaning 'three', "kai", meaning 'and', and "deka", meaning 'ten'. the whole word means three and ten. The word was derived in 1911 and first appeared in a mainstream source in 1953.[

According to folklorists, there is no written evidence for a "Friday the 13th" superstition before the 19th century.[5][6][7] The earliest known documented reference in English occurs in an 1869 biography of Gioachino Rossini:

[Rossini] was surrounded to the last by admiring and affectionate friends; and if it be true that, like so many other Italians, he regarded Friday as an unlucky day, and thirteen as an unlucky number, it is remarkable that on Friday, the 13th of November, he died.[8]

However, some folklore is passed on through oral traditions. In addition, "determining the origins of superstitions is an inexact science, at best. In fact, it's mostly guesswork."[9] Consequently, several theories have been proposed about the origin of the Friday the 13th superstition.

One theory states that it is a modern amalgamation of two older superstitions: that thirteen is an unlucky number and that Friday is an unlucky day.

In numerology, the number twelve is considered the number of completeness, as reflected in the twelve months of the year, twelve signs of the zodiac, twelve hours of the clock, twelve tribes of Israel, twelve Apostles of Jesus, twelve gods of Olympus, etc., whereas the number thirteen was considered irregular, transgressing this completeness. There is also a superstition, thought by some to derive from the Last Supper or a Norse myth, that having thirteen people seated at a table will result in the death of one of the diners.

Friday has been considered an unlucky day at least since the 14th century's The Canterbury Tales[4], and many other professions have regarded Friday as an unlucky day to undertake journeys or begin new projects. Black Friday has been associated with stock market crashes and other disasters since the 1800s.[7][10] It has also been suggested that Friday has been considered an unlucky day because, according to Christian scripture and tradition, Jesus was crucified on a Friday.[11]

On the other hand, another theory by author Charles Panati, one of the leading authorities on the subject of "Origins" maintains that the superstition can be traced back to ancient myth:

The actual origin of the superstition, though, appears also to be a tale in Norse mythology. Friday is named for Frigga, the free-spirited goddess of love and fertility. When Norse and Germanic tribes converted to Christianity, Frigga was banished in shame to a mountaintop and labeled a witch. It was believed that every Friday, the spiteful goddess convened a meeting with eleven other witches, plus the devil - a gathering of thirteen - and plotted ill turns of fate for the coming week. For many centuries in Scandinavia, Friday was known as "Witches' Sabbath."[12]

Another theory about the origin of the superstition traces the event to the arrest of the legendary Knights Templar. According to one expert:

The Knights Templar were a monastic military order founded in Jerusalem in 1118 C.E., whose mission was to protect Christian pilgrims during the Crusades. Over the next two centuries, the Knights Templar became extraordinarily powerful and wealthy. Threatened by that power and eager to acquire their wealth, King Philip secretly ordered the mass arrest of all the Knights Templar in France on Friday, October 13, 1307 - Friday the 13th.[5]

The connection between the superstition and the Knights Templar was popularized in the 2003 novel The Da Vinci Code. However, some experts think that it is relatively recent and is a modern-day invention.[4][9][10] For example, the superstition is rarely found before the 20th century, when it became extremely common. One author, noting that references are all but nonexistent before 1907 but frequently seen thereafter, has argued that its popularity derives from the publication that year of Thomas W. Lawson's popular novel Friday, the Thirteenth,[13] in which an unscrupulous broker takes advantage of the superstition to create a Wall Street panic on a Friday the 13th.[5]

A further theory goes back to a combination of Paganism, Christianity, and the Battle of Hastings. For many, the number 13 was considered a lucky number (such as 13 lunar cycles each year), but with the efforts of Christianity attempting to degrade all things Pagan, they promoted 13 as an unlucky number, with Friday thus also being considered a bad day of the week. However, on Friday the 13th of October 1066, the decision was made by King Harold II to go to battle on Saturday the 14th of October, rather than allow his troops a day of rest (despite his army having made a long and arduous march from a battle near York just 3 weeks earlier).

This decision in going to battle before the English troops were rested (the English lost and King Harold was killed), further established Friday the 13th as an unlucky day.[citation needed]

In some other countries, instead of Friday, Tuesday the 13th is considered bad luck.[citation needed] For example, the Fall of Constantinople, when the city fell to the Ottomans (a fact which marked the end of the Byzantine Empire), happened Tuesday, May 29, 1453, and is why Greeks consider Tuesday to be an unlucky day.

Wow? What an interesting read right? All we used to know about friday the 13th was a movie, and Jason Vorhees.

Source: www.wikipedia.com

Undercoverism leather biker jacket

Undercoverism leather biker jacket

Undercover's sub brand undercoverism with their another great lookin' leather jacket. White will be the most limited pair, its a great jacket, and the price will be great I supposed.

Yet my another drool over stuff.

Image via www.highsnobiety.com


Be gone B... Be gone... Please...

da di da dum dum...


Somet 003 & PBJ xx007 under the sun

Front PBJ 007 after one wash +/- 7 months

Back PBJ 007 after one wash +/- 7 months

Da da daaa di dum..

Weapon of choice (fashion)

Original Fake placite gore tex jacket

Dickies short sleeve chambray

Somet 003 14,5oz denim

Clarks desert boots

So there you go, perfect setup to fight rainy days in Bandung. (Based on my opinion)

Rabu, 11 November 2009

Site of the week: www.lamebook.com


Hahahaha, that was just my favourite, you could find a lot more funny shit on http://www.lamebook.com/

Pure Blue Japan xx 007.



Its been 7 more or less months of wearing. 1 initial soak, no wash. Will give it a first wash this morning, and I'll update the progress as soon as possible.

Plastic jug instead of canvas


Remember Hi fi and the roadburners? I was listening to their song "get up and go" when I
actually have nothing to do on my room. The room lights still on, and all I can find was just
some krink markers and a plastic jug, so there you go! Rockabilly dude on plastic jug!! How cool
is that!!? Its 3.32 AM over here. So don't expect something interesting :).

Media: Krink K-71 red, Krink K-42 black on plastic.



How cool... I wish I can be just like you...

New pick up

I just hand myself a pair of somet 003 tagged size: 34

Actual measurement:
Waist: 36"
Upper thigh: 13,5"
Front rise: 10,5"
Back rise: 14,5"
Knee: 9"
Leg opening: 8,5"
Inseam: 37"

Raw 14,5oz Japanese selvage sanforized denim
Gold plated rivets
No slub, stiff, tack buttons with brass posts, half lined back pockets, hidden rivets on back pockets.

And guess what? Another wrong size that I picked. I should have sized down on this pair. So hoping for maximum shrinkage, I will give the jeans an initial hot salt soak, in fact boiled water soak. And will be dried under 10am to 3pm sun. I hope the shrinkage would be 1,5" on waist, 1" on upper thigh, 2" on inseam, 0,5" on leg opening. Would it be possible? FML.

Or else I'll just have my jeans hemmed to 34" and bear with the rest mess...

Selasa, 10 November 2009


it brings no progress, it was all fucked up, imagining how it would be. and what I can see is just absurd shines collides one into another. I couldn't even tell the difference between belief and faith. its sure two different things. well I won't follow you no more, you are moving into the black hole. all I can see is nothing but mystery. I hated for not knowing, I want everything turn like what I always wanted.

Here in my unconscious state, I declare war for you, both liar/selfish human being. You me and all are nothing but ugly people.

Shit my throat itches. Do you have something sharp to slit my neck straight forward to me throat. And would you help me scratch it? Nevermind all the pain I'm going to feel, I deserve it.

I've sworn, at this stage, my age, my conscious state, that I'm going to be a man. So who I used to be? Faggot? I feel so obligated.

I don't blame you, or whoever that I couldn't sleep. Not your fault. Not at all. Not. Not. Not. Not.

I wanna see fireworks. Oh I've seen them. Last iedul fitri evening. But no, its been 18 years since the last time I blew my birthdays cake candles. But I don't feel like blow it again, maybe a year before the end of the world? I hope so.

Consult these feeling shall not resolve. What I had in mind, I kept and keeping it, until one of the angel of death ask. My hands, my eyes, my ears shall reply, and my mouth will be shutted all the way. Cause none will listen I lie.

Beautiful nightS all the stars, bricks at day. Such a weird world. Everythings seems to be messed up, and no I won't listen to you. I got my own view.

I never feel bothered at all. I'm just a human being, just like you, like the prophets and the thiefs...

Senin, 09 November 2009

Video of the week: Youth Of Today - No More

Look at those haircuts, high cuts sneakers, jackets, graffiti tags on wall. Beautiful... I WANT MORE!!!

Purna Undead X Cronic Records presents SPINDIZZY

So there you go, an event organized by some kids from where I hung called purna undead.

I was so excited when I saw this flyer, in need to check on some performance by many local Djs, some are known, and some are new? Not to mention the well known one, I was interested to check on this new name on this business "Dj Barry" (purna undead). I knew him in person, he's a friend of mine. He's all good despite his so called "brutal" demeanor hahahas.I missed his performance last time at Envy Bar cause of one into another things. So this event would be the right time to check him out! I'm sure coming! So you'd better come!

For all information about this event, dates, venue etc. Just check on above flyer.

Blackberry Theme

Okay, from now on, each time I change my blackberry theme, I'll try to screen print- it and upload here on my useless blog.

Why gorerotted? Cause back in the day when I was in high school, I fell in love with their album "mutilated in minute". I'd say the band genre was goregrind, horror telling lyrics, gore and all the mess. What's ironic, is that I hated gore movies, disturbing pictures, and all disgusting things. Doesn't mean I hate the music. In fact my music taste could be confusing sometimes.

Gorerotted was splitted in 2008 and re-formed with new members as "The Rotted" and I could careless. I wasn't a huge fan or whatsoever. For me, I love music from it sounds, not all the movements and all. I even love most of 80's 90's straight edge bands mostly, though I've never been that straight.

I don't know and I don't care. I like what I like and hate what I hate.

Selasa, 27 Oktober 2009

Damien Hirst for supreme

Yhea guys, ure now viewing latest supreme "box tee", I don't mind hand a pair of those tees. Even in future you will never ever send me a birthday present. Ima mainstream kid who follow hype. And remember when supreme dropped their damien hirst skate deck last year? Reseller Price are bomb! And now I bet on my left ear, this combination ( supreme box + Damien Hirst artwork ) price will fly high. So I'll just sit back, wondering those campers, how long the line gonna be, how craze people for this piece. Especially when it has "lifes a bitch then you die" written on the back. How awesome... I love you Supreme... Not to mention Damien Hirst...

Image courtesy of www.hypebeast.com

Senin, 19 Oktober 2009

worlds hottest female (in my book)

Photographs by Michael Zepetello 
Source: http://www.lovelylivtyler.com

Sabtu, 17 Oktober 2009

"self proclaimer" in my idealist view

I didn't proclaim myself an idealist, it was my friend and their sight about me.

You know self proclaiming, and labelling yourself meaning you gotta be true with ur slogan. There's a lot of case that I call "identity disaster". What is "identity disaster" ? Let me give you an example, you label your name "X(your name)X" that shows how fucking proud you are. But man few years later, you turn out loser. And I'd call it a disaster. Simple as that. And I mean man who the fuck are you putting "666" after your name!? Are you motherfucking satanist? Or just trying to be cool and gloomy ghotic mysterious and shit? Ah come on brats! Even my 12 years young nephew could put "666" and say "hi how are you my name is kevin 666" on facebook if its make em cool. Be true man be motherfucking true not just self proclaim everything that isnot even true. Your mom never want you to change your name to six six six. She will be like "what the fuck is that?". Honest I'm sick with all of this shit. Its obnoxious.

Why am I so frontal? I can do whatever I want man, u can write me back as a jerk or whatsoever on your blog, I'm just sharing my opinion here, my view. People call me idealist I don't give a fuck. People say shit, I don't feel offended. Its my life, my problem and u brats know no shit. I'm an angsty dork I admit it. I just hate you wannabes whose trying to be cool self proclaimer, fashion victims, proud mothafucka. Ima lead my life without listening to yer stink mouth bullcrap talks, critiques, whatsoever. Ima free like a bird n I like to point my crap on ur head each time I fly. Mothefuckers like me will burn in hell. But I don't give a fuck ima haters and will always be. Ima sarcastic and will always be. And ima self proclaimer and will always be, cuz I'm true, not like you who act like ya cool. I aint lick my own spit, not like you hypocrete basterd. Ima smart not like you a degree who can't even proof. I smoke 32652 cigarettes a day and health as fuck. Fuck you all

Jumat, 16 Oktober 2009

i fucking hate chocolate and it sweetness, i fucking love black coffee when its mothafuckin' bitter

Ima kind of guy who prefer to know the truth even its hurt than you sweet motherfucking lies. I'm not an angel fuck, I made mistake like all of you fools!!

Sorry fellas! Sorry if my wise words a bit offensive!

Fellas, any of you love sweet motherfuckin' lies? Fellas you're such a fucking fool!!

Dear God, please take this pain away!!!

And you... What did I do so wrong to you???

Fuckers up there bugging you? Just shut the hell up and lead your own motherfucking beautiful life will you?

Stop making it hard fuck!!!

Mom, I'm such a bad kid... But I fucking love you mom! I wish I could buy you a house!!!

Daddy, I hope you get well soon, my silence doesn't mean I don't give a damn about you!!! I fucking love you too!!!

Man I love love songs, I love to humm in my room...

Why at this motherfucking hours, TV channels broadcasts nothing but football???

I need my happy childhood back... And if I could turn back time, I will smoke at the age of 6!!!

Million sins, trillion tragedies, and few happiness

I'm not emo you fuck!!! I'm a fucking punks!! Hustler!! Gangster!! Tough motherfucking guy!!!

Its fucking bullshit all in this world is just a bull motherfucking shit!!!

Why you leave me cause ur own mistake??? I fucking forgave ya and ya still think yer mistake is unforgiven!!! What kind of reason is that!?!?!? U can't forgive yaself so just kill me so maybe u can!!!

I'm sick of this motherfucking life

I'm sick of all bullshit

Its motherfucking sickening!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kamis, 15 Oktober 2009

everythings gonna be aiight

Each time I'm in the deep shiz, I just need to look at above picture of Mr.T


Hello readers,

Its been 4 days after my plain boring birthday, no celebration, no cakes or whatsoever, but I personaly thank you guys who wishes me over instant messages, facebook anything, I don't deny it brings a lot of means to me. Why I put "Jork" as a title? Well for now, I wanted to share what I feel about my oh-not-so-glorious-job. I worked for them for one and a half month, I got paid everythings fine, I stopped working 2 days before aidil fitri. And you know what? They never call me back as they promised. They are using cheaper human resources instead. And what do they earn? Fatal motherfucking error! Should I laugh? No I'm not laughing about their cheapskate atittude. Their loss fella their loss. I'm trying to retrieve more information on why they abandon us who can be considered as pro on their company. And fella here's the thing, "BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER" I've got nothing more to say. Screw you guys I'm going home.

Jumat, 21 Agustus 2009

da boss

That was how I picture my boss.
Media: paper, ballpoint.

Jumat, 07 Agustus 2009

hes a dickhead

'Me and Dickhead'
I just got back from shitty schedule tiring job, and its shittier cuz I got a dickhead colleague at work, he's the one who always talk shit behind me, and I tell u what he's an ugly suburb dork. My job started at 7PM and finished at 7AM, yhea brodude its 12 hours of exhausting job. And I didn't expected that its getting worsed cause of jealousy issue. He was jealous cuz I worked things out faster. But its still a job and what not. So, about half an hour after I reached home, I drew that shit. That was me being-cool-smoke-it-out-and-completely-careless-about : a-dickhead-who-always-bugging-around. And please brodude, don't expect a good artwork, cuz I'm not an artist. And don't expect a good english, cuz I'm just uneducated bummer.

A stick of dji sam soe, crossed-left-hand, fatigon, leaked papper, and "snowman marker".

Minggu, 02 Agustus 2009

Chloe Sevigny - uniqlo ads

Errmm.. Posse? Errmm.. Nevermind, ure still ma favey.


«÷loVeChloEasalWayS÷» lol


Hey yall, I dunno how to start this, but do yall remember how many times you make mistake? Gosh if only each time I make sin I always write it down, I bet I cud print my own book of sin in trillion pages or more. Funny how yall made sin, and just remember few that most remember-able (what the fuck is that?) Sins. Maybe like when u rob a bank, when u plan on rape some underage monkeys, when u wank with cucumber, when u fart inside the mosque, when u eat pork (if you are a moslem), when u try to be "cool-communist", when u ditch god tryna be cool and all. But do u remember trillions of small sin that u had never confess? Like I used to be a fucking criminal, I stole peoples money and blame it all to america. Man ima fucked up shit cocksucking turd. So I confess, I was being asshole that day. But since then, I don't even know if I'd stop or not. Time will tell, and I'll ask summore questions to waving grass.

Chloe Sevigny by. Terry Richardson

Dear Chloe,
You don't have to take your clothes off to impress me, even with a mask like that, you still are my favourite. I stared at your picture each time I sat at the closet where I'm taking a crap. You are just pure fabulous.

Sincerely me,

Dear Terry,
You are my favourite camera geek, I love your character, but too bad I'm not a homo.


Sabtu, 01 Agustus 2009

champion x supreme

Aite, for you fuckers out there who think that my champion x supreme sweatshirt is fake, open your fucking eyes widely, they did exist! It was released years back, circa 1999. Uh hu you guys are just 9 years old brat that day. So ud better shut the fuck up, ya know no shit fucker.

fagson tv

Yall love fashion tv yhea? What about Indonesian channel who puts a lot of fags on their show? The more fagish gayish you are, the richer you are, look at those fagot-ish ruben, olga, ivan g. What the fuck is going on here? Let's call it FAGSON TV (fags on tv)